oH nO...

oH nO...
i've done something hurtful
to someone beautiful
just because i was vulnerable.

i feel so selfish, self destructive & miserable
knowing i acted so horribly disrespectful.

(of course, i've said all this with my mouth full)

when will i stop making bad descisions?
forgoing boundaries,
making acquaintances live-ins...

do i not hold onto anything dearly?
besides my issues,
which cling tight to me, clearly.
killing me,
nearly...