siTTinG duCks...

we are sitting ducks...
sitting in quicksand.
and our heavy, heavy hearts of gold
are sinking us faster.
what a disaster!

aTop mY aSS...

I TRANSPLANTED SNAKE-FACES OVER MY NIPPLES...

I PLANTED A GARDEN OF FLOWERS AROUND MY PUSSY.

& I PUT BUNNY EARS ATOP MY ASS!

nuMb...

...and that was nice,
i guess it was -
or maybe not?
my brain is fuzz.

i feel so bad
that i don't feel so bad.

what happened to me,
have i become numb?
not to mention,
heartless & dumb...

oH nO...

oH nO...
i've done something hurtful
to someone beautiful
just because i was vulnerable.

i feel so selfish, self destructive & miserable
knowing i acted so horribly disrespectful.

(of course, i've said all this with my mouth full)

when will i stop making bad descisions?
forgoing boundaries,
making acquaintances live-ins...

do i not hold onto anything dearly?
besides my issues,
which cling tight to me, clearly.
killing me,
nearly...